Maybe its the fact that I am on Vicadin for my wisdom teeth being removed or maybe because its 2 am, but this summer, (in agreeance with Scot's journal) sucks. Either everyone moved away, people have changed and do not talk to me, (some More recent than others).

I also feel that life is changing, people are changing, and the world is changing.

I think it has been apparent to me in the past 3 days of being a sloth cause of my wisdom teeth and i actually had time just to think and ponder, just to think and reflect, but I really have come to realize what the world is. It has a terrible energy problem that could have been resolved a hundred times over, but the people who are in charge are evil and will keep getting richer, it also has a problem with equality, yes still in the 21st century, goddamn it when can we get along... I know there are more problems with the world but they are too many to keep talking about.

I think that in the 20 short years that I have been alive, the world or at least my world, (I know how small that is), has changed so much. Some for the better and some not for the better, the friends I thought were life long only are short, and people that I think I love have some poor qualities.

I am talking to a wall and I feel like I am back in high school but I don't know where this life is taking me and probably wont for a long time.

I know this sounds teen angsty or whatever, but it's how I feel

PS. This "journal" also reminds me of Xanga in High school